Down.

here it is. the truth. so unguarded here. so so so unguarded.
I miss it. I miss everything.
But I'll shovel that deep, deep underground. Along with my heart. Lie, whisper that I don't care. That I'll be just fine.
I will, though, I will be fine. Without her. And I will. But I don't want to be. I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
Sorry doesn't change anything.
I want to go on.
Move on.
Don't you dare look back.